this blog has been collecting dust for the past months. never update for such a long period of time.. as u can see.

work and work... why wanna work... beacuse...
People work for the money not because they love the company...
this sentence was told by one of the manger from another place. haha.. and i remember it till now. as its quite true leh. fianally get my bonus. and is more than i expected. happy happy.

going to thailand in the next two weeks. one week free from work... yeah..

suddenly have this thought that it had been nearly a year since i have spoken and contacted my "dad". well.. actually with him or without him.. life still goes on. as he did not change much of my life. except for making myself more independant.
what can i do. because i cant choose my parents.

grandpa has been stayin in braddell nightingle for quite a long period of time.
happy thing is that he finally get to go back to his own house during chinese new year period.
=)

This chinese new year was not as great as last year.. lost so much money. =(

i wanna play mahjong.......... where are all my mahjong kakis... hai...

to say of work.. i'm able to stay at changi airport. thanks to my colleagues and my new division manager...

but.. still to say.. i'm still afraid i could not make the job well.. but i will try not to disapoint them. as they had make so much effort to convince the client. sigh.. but with water tank around.. sometimes its good as job is easy with this guy but sometimes.. a headache.. shall not say more..

went to ZR bday party at changi.... saw mani peeps that i've not seen for years..~! and still not that bad as i thought. was not that strangers.. =)

i do not know what i really want.
life is not like fairy tales.
and i wont have one.

All i want is a word from your heart.

i know it cannot change the fact.
why everything wants to start when i already know how it will end.
i know its giving and taking.
sometimes i wish time will stop at that moment.
i wanted to ask.
but i'm afraid.
To swear this again and again.
i will not drop a tear for anyone else anymore.

do you believe that those who make you cry is not worth your tears? hmm..



*have you ever kissed someone and regretted?*